I haven’t felt this shitty in a really long time. I fucked up. I’ll admit it, I really did. But the thing is, I thought you were already gone. I thought you had replaced me with her, and you were going to choose her over me. And what was I supposed to think? She’s beautiful, she’s fun, she’s smart, she’s a great person and I’m not. Why wouldn’t you pick her over me? And I’m the one who pushed you away. I told you to stop loving me, that you would find somebody better… I guess I just didn’t realize how unbearable it would be when you did. To watch you love another girl is absolute torture. I guess it’s selfish, to want you for myself when I clearly stated I didn’t love you the way that you loved me, but it doesn’t change how I feel. If you’re reading this, I’m so sorry. I’m sorry I was a shitty person. But I feel like I just got dumped.